Hello everyone, it is Friday, May 9. I missed a meeting today which seals the deal on me leaving a very nice society for scholars. I mean I am not one so it might be meant to be for me to always have had an attendance problem. 

I also had to cancel lunch with a friend because I could not get there in time and still be at my doctors appointment. But later I called that friend and it is okay.

Something interesting that happened is that today I found out that my credit line was increased by 300 dollars on one of my credit cards.  And today is when my budget was tight so it changed my whole day.  And I went to Red Lobster and spent part of it and then got a new pair of shoes that I have needed for a while. Really I need to wash some other shoes and I will be doing well with shoes.

I like the shoes I found and I saved a lot of money. The meal was also awesome.  I got good secret messages from Ravneet today too.

The doctor did not reduce the medicine and seems concerned about psychosis. I also asked her if I could do group therapy instead of a lot of medicine and she said no. I told her the truth about my issues but I think she is letting herself view the spiritual reality as psychosis.  But we have a new concern now which is some mysterious dizziness space outs which are probably seizures.

Hopefully it won't be an issue. The doctor guessed that I would drive even though Dr. Gokhan said not to but we don't know that yet. I think maybe I will drive to the mall and the grocery store. I think that is pretty reasonable.

Well, that is all, have a good day everyone.