Ok everyone I wrote about my problems in my writing group and it went well. It is kind of hard to believe but what happened really is it and wow even I am surprised at the chain of events. But I am okay for now. Here is what I wrote:
I am having trouble so far this spring, but I think my mental health programs are keeping me safe from mania. But to me it seems mean.
Also this past week at volunteer work, I had to report some bullying. The staff had this habit of always giving me clients names that sound embarrassing, and making me call them out in front of an angry crowd. I won’t say the names because they are clearly embarrassing. When I complained, they said I was not respecting those people’s names. And they banned me from volunteering for three months.
It hurt me a lot but I sought therapy and was okay. But then I started having physical pain of an embarrassing nature. That is kind of a crazy story. I don’t know who will believe me or understand but I just decided to write about it today.
I think maybe everyone is keeping me safe from mania because they know it is a risk and I am a children’s book author. So they are keeping me from saying anything really bad while in an official capacity. I think I should be patient with that and not treat people like God is mad at them.
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