Hello everyone, this is Refried Bean. Today is Monday, March 31. There are signs of people intervening and preventing further torture, but I don't know if I can trust it.  So I am just doing what I can each day.  I self published four books this past week, and they were all AI art books.  And the visuals have some power on my eyes, like a magnetic connection that can exhaust me if I am not careful.  So I am trying to recover. I will take my medicine hopefully at about midnight. I do not know if I will go to my mental health program tomorrow but I might.  It is April Fools Day tomorrow. 

Tonight I got a surprise message from my English Teaching Teacher named Dr. Tracy. Thanks Dr. Tracy!! Man it was fun to talk to her.  I think there are still two things I should tell her, which are the links to youtube videos that I think she might like.

Also tonight I attended an online zoom meeting with my old church, Middlechurch Collegiate.  I am thinking about reattending but I do not know for sure.  There is something I want to tell the main pastor named Jacqui Lewis. I want to tell her that I think it is cool that she is not mentally ill, because she does a lot of complicated loyal relating to diverse church members. I just don't see how any one can do what she has done without going mad.  You will see what I mean if you ever attend middlechurch.  Like even within a service they do social justice stuff to juggle attention, and it is just the most obvious work that I would ever consider to be mad genius.  Like before a crazy guy in a lab I would picture the middle church ministry in a role of insane theology artists.  I am running out of labels and words for it, but it is classic. I mean possibly I should stick with Middlechurch for Judgement Day. Just the complexity of it, the excuse-making for sinners, it's just very closely aligned with my secular participation.