recreational therapist: "let's play socialist hellhole!"

Hello everyone, today is Sunday, Sept 1. I am sad because I found out some hostages in Gaza were killed instead of released. It is very sad.  I just wonder if the US is helping enough or at all. I believe that lack of intervention probably accounts for the missing precision as too many children have been killed. 

Anyway I am depressed and was going to say I am a trophy hostage for the racists in the Bronx who abuse me at my housing program but now the timing does not seem right.

I am essentially on forced medication and being harassed by a whole ugly staff. A hospital program is changing my medicine and being more forceful than I appreciate.  I am hoping to finish at 1 mg rispderdal 40 latuda.  If it goes higher that might be the end for me. Though possibly I can shop around for a doctor who is willing to do less medicine. 

I cooked some chicken and need to make a dish with it.  Though I might cook some more chicken and make a giant casserole.  But now I am low on grocery funds and don’t know if I can go far to use my OTC card.  Maybe I can go to key food later today. I guess that was the plan.  So maybe at about 2pm. I will by the fixins for a giant dorito casserole. Bisquick could be a good idea but I don’t know.

I am not doing well with groceries and cooking.  I hope I can recover sometime.

I have some chips so are you gice thinking do a refried bean dip.

Now CVS is being too slow to change my name for presciptions.  Anyone who is slow now has shown themselves as oppressors.  American Express and CVS. Your names are on the board and you have to stand in one place at recess.

I sent a query yesterday to try to get an agent. It could work this time. I hope so, because I am starting to truly from the heart say oh well. To expect a pending success in heaven later on, at a level that leaves behind the entire multiple societies for whom nothing I did was good enough. I personally don’t find their wrongness satisfying in any way that makes up for it. Is anyone ever going to read this? It was a nice blog at first and now just a recording of unjust loss and wasteful rejection.