Hello everyone, this is Refried. I am thinking about the mean rejection from my society and was thinking about how people have sinned against God and God only so that means the wounds are his.  So what does that mean when you figure that out?  To me it seems like a very God-pleasing breakthrough but I will also say that I don’t have stigmata right now.  So maybe God sees through it a little bit. Maybe he knows I secretly just want the cash.

But those were my real thoughts and I feel like that has to be my best theology ever. I mean there is something to it, to feel insulted, and then to say actually it is Christ who is insulted. But I do not really feel a lot of supernatural feelings. Some slight peace but not that much of a verve or blush in that way like you know your mind is filled with the spirit in some way.

So that is interesting. I mean I am just sitting here.  And everyone knows my face did not look good for a few days but it is almost back to normal.

I felt the HS when I prepared the legal documents, so that is good.  And something else interesting is that the main section is from a hypergraphic seizure during the pandemic, so both law firms got something supernatural, but without exhausting me and sending me to the hospital.  So that is neat.  Also the dream with a whole bunch of church people and Ravneet in a realistic caregiving scenario.  So I do not know what it all means.  But I see a new batch of secret messages, and it is true that Clarence was the person who I concluded would be the person to go to that Trinity forum event with if it was me.  I mean last year.  So I see this mind shield that means something, and now I have to also think of all the match ups and their scenes, like which person for which fun thing.  But I can’t really figure it out that much. But Danielle was matched up with Princeton events.  So what is me and Ravneet which is actual? I think it might be the hospital but I don’t know.  Because we are not in person there.  So then I am like wait a minute, it is already the Bridge. So that is kind of weird.  I mean the Bridge does stuff a certain way and we have already established that I don’t believe in it. Except that when I first went to the Bridge I did like them at first sight in the lobby. I was like this is it. And yet it was an injustice from my school.  But still an exact match from a whole page of description. And yet there were zaps from losers.  What jerks sometimes, but some really nice people too who didn’t have to be nice.  And then the Indian restaurant.  The treat of the day.  And then Ravneet is my person.

Well, that is enough for a post, I guess. I think I will write more soon.