Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Friday, May 8. I am almost ready for inspection. I just need to clean the kitchen area a little more.

I feel better today and don't even really remember the anemia feeling. Is it possible that it is a latuda issue? I do not know. But I got sleep and felt strong enough to do inspection.  Actually last week I did not feel able to do inspection and today I do and it is going fine. Just a few more chores. So that was from fatigue.  Fatigue is not a game when it is severe.  And I think mine was dipping into severe levels. 

I took down the posts about torture on my facebook page.  There was something unresonant about the post not sharing to enough people, or maybe getting sympathy two years later when things might be okay.  It is possible that some things really can't be told.  So I do not know but one issue might be the albatross post and how I messed that up.  But one good thing is that the credit card did fix my name change.

So possibly do an inventory and some things have gone okay. The books are done. I think I am mostly okay with them.

I feel like some people are suggesting to move to Greenville. I have thought about it but don't see how it is possible.  Also I had intended to go down with the ship of NYC.  But possibly there has been a termination in the works and I am supposed to leave here.  But to go where? Probably Greenville.

I just need to sell books and have an income.  I have another suspicion but it is kind of weird.  And yet it could be true. Well, does anyone have any thoughts?  I think I did not do well with my behavior in NY. What do you gice think? I think I also had ups and downs with prayer, like some good but some not enough. But definitely PTS helped me and hopefully other people who had doubts.

But a lot of people concluded that most everyone was already on the right track.

Well let's see how inspection goes.  Then maybe some groups or a walk.

Does anyone have any thoughts?