Hello everyone. I just went to the post office. I mailed some books and it made me happy. I might go back at 4 pm to mail more books and pick up a package.  That is in an hour and a half. 

The post office people did something weird with the line but eventually things worked out. They know i will give them a good score on the feedback rating even if they threaten refusal to serve.  And I know they probabyl won't go through with refusal to serve, and that is good enough for me.  

I also picked up some iron pills at walgreens.  Hopefully that will go well. I might not start that until Friday.  But i do not know. 

I texted with some friends in recent days and it was unexpectedly powerful support. Like really deep with just a few texts.  

My facebook joke about despised and rejected is reaching 500 thousand views. That means that for this recent batch of boosts, it will be about 3 mil and not 2 mil. So that is weird that I hoped for that and then doubted it and felt bad and now see that okay that is about right.

So anyway I did not do well last night but now I know to take my medicine on the trip. I can do it, it will be fine. I will drive some too and not get in a wreck and not get pulled over. I am scared they will see my gender X on my license and just shoot me.

But probably it is fine.  A lot of people are facing that stuff much worse. I am still going to be in the middle and mediate even if everyone hates me for it.  That reminds me to send Becky those links.