Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday at 9:30. I thought an insurance assessment person was coming to visit me today but it is tomorrow. I did not sleep well last night but I took my medicine. I do not know if I will go to the store today. Maybe I could walk to Key Food and not go all the way to that other store. I think I might do that at about noon and get some exercise.  Going to starbucks isn't a bad idea either. I miss Ravneet.

That poetry boost is over now and I finished the book. I think I will read over it again for fun. It is weird how it took over my whole mind. And then for a couple of days I did not think about it as much but did not know what to think about.

I am so tired of the political problems.  I wish things were better.  

I feel better now that it is day time. I like being awake during the day so maybe I will try to fix my sleep schedule.

Today I am going to clean my apartment a little bit.

My therapist is out of town this week. I hope I will be okay. It is at night that I don't feel good.

My mom triggered me yesterday, and a friend, but it could have been worse but was pretty bad. My mom was going through my books because a flood made her have to move all my stuff out of a room.  So some of that is beyond my control,  but I do not like it when she goes through my stuff.  And she wants me to sell books to a store that probably won't buy them.  And that is what she does to control me is find stuff like that to nag me about.  That was part of how she tortured me when I lived at home for my MFA.

The text from my friend last night actually made me feel better and then later I felt bad again.

I think I need to send some messages to see who wants free books.