Hello everyone, this is Refried. I feel better. I do not really know what I did that helped. But I have decided to postpone medicine and go to the post office at 9 am. I think I have to go the long way. And then I will try to go to Key Food.

Hopefully they have some soups. Maybe I will get some potatoes. And cheese and sour cream.

My feeling that things were going to change is mostly gone. That was from recent weeks. But I at least for now feel ok in my current situation. I didn’t for a while a few hours ago because I got triggered. I don’t really appreciate that.

The SNL skits were not a relief but I would probably be entertained now by some of it. I just sometimes feel the political problems and the hate, which I think is sometimes felt towards me personally, and truly for no reason. But I won’t go into a rant because I think I have some real friends who are not that mad at me. 

I mean I don’t know. What a weird mess, I feel like it could have been different. But anyway do you Gice like my poems from last week? I am having a hard time in the cold but I think maybe going to the grocery store today and tomorrow and maybe even the next day will help me feel better. And maybe go to an online church event. Because honestly sometimes I think they hate me but that might not be true.

I have two packages to mail and I hope they have the packages that probably got here last week. But you know what, they might not, and it will be okay.

Well, have a good day, maybe if people are in a bad mood they can make fun of people’s religion and identity while saying you shouldn’t do that.