Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Tuesday, Feb 3. I had a good evening and went to group therapy online, and then my writers group.  Then I talked to two friends on the phone.  One friend is in a crisis and I didn't know how to help her so I told her to get sleep and try to figure it out in the morning. I might call her tomorrow and suggest that she seek help at a hospital.  But I felt that no matter what I suggest, it will not help, and she is going to do whatever she thinks is best, and every time I think I understand the situation, I don't.

So that kind of scrambled me tonight.  And I need to go to the post office tomorrow and might skip meds tonight and go in the morning.  Daniella said that it is normal to miss meds sometimes.  So I think I have permission to do that for one day and see how I feel.  But I think in the afternoon I will feel sick because of the Latuda wearing off.  And I have three meetings at night.

So honestly I am kind of shaken up and might take my medicine at 2 am and do the errands in the afternoon instead. I mean maybe I could get up at noon and go to the post office and store at 2 pm. 

Well I do not know. I might watch some SNL videos to try to get my mind off of it all. It really bothered me. But those were two phone a friends, and two from Saturday, and then Justin and Jay soon hopefully.

I have completed my poem extravaganza and ended with a finale of an actual magazine submission.  But it is a long shot, because I already posted all the poems on my blog.

I miss my facebook friends and feel their absence as my recent post reaches people in India and not America.  But I got 300 views from America in the week before last.

I want to order my new book but I have to wait until the final update posts tomorrow morning.  Then I will order about ten copies. But I want to order about 30 copies but I can't.  But I could do ten at normal and then 15 or 20 as author copies.

I keep clicking on the wrong classical music video and being bothered.

Well, that is all for now.  I will probably post again later.