Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Sunday, Jan 25. It is snowing a a lot outside. I hope we do not lose power. Sometimes I feel terrified about it.

It is really all that is on my mind. I think I need to watch some videos about other things. It is about 3 pm. I think tonight will be the main night where we find out if we will be okay. It will be dark at 5 pm.  Then overnight we will see if we are okay.  I guess it will snow some tomorrow too so stuff could still happen. I saw some cars driving and I hope they will be okay. Who knows, maybe they are firemen and cops.

NYC gets snow and cold weather a lot so maybe they are prepared. I feel able to trust God. I am not praying that much but maybe I can sometimes. 

For the rest of the week it will be about 20 degrees. Honestly that could be worse. I think repair people can get through that and get overtime pay or something.  Though I still find that heroic. I do not like being that cold.  At the same time, I did go outside a lot at that temperature during my early years here in NYC.

I am thankful for the blessings in my life. I had a mostly happy life even though people ruined some of the main good stuff. There were also people in place to help me stay alive.

Well maybe I will read through some books and see how I feel.  Let's make a list: read through books, cook chicken, watch videos, maybe a phone a friend, second and third coffees, laundry. Okay I think that is a good idea. Maybe tonight, do a load of laundry.  That will keep my mind off stuff for about two hours.

I think tomorrow I am going to send my therapist a message and tell her I am scared. But I am okay.

Well, have a good day everyone.