Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Friday, Jan 2. I missed a meeting at 1 pm but I think it got postponed anyway. Today I had inspection and it was hard to prepare and I lost a lot of sleep.  Then the case manager made my mood drop. I think it was because the sink was too dirty.  But I did everything else pretty well.  And I gave her a box of chocolates for christmas.

I just got a few books that I ordered and didn't realize had not arrived yet.  It was two joke books and a mice book.  I have two people I need to mail to soon.  But I am waiting to go to the grocery store so I can add something for one package. It is taking me way too long because it is cold outside and because I have to get insurance straightened out.  I got good news today which is that my medicare premiums are covered and I will not be losing medicare. So I just need to find out about medicaid and then maybe I can keep healthfirst. That would be the best case scenario.

I ordered some books to give away so I won't feel like my writing career is over. I think I can get another year out of it before I feel like doing an end of the year career clearance sale.

It will be weird if it is wasted on the level that the threat of it is for.  But there are signs of improvement so I will just see what happens.

I might share more poems this year on my poems and jokes page, but I do not know for sure. I question facebook's decision to not let my shares reach my followers, but possibly they have added that reach to the posts from my other pages.

Anyway I drank some water for two days. We will see if I can keep that up. I mean maybe I can go a few weeks like that and get back down to normal weight.  

I am using up internet but I wanted to have some internet left for my group therapy on Monday. I hope it works out okay.