Hello everyone, it is 1:08 on Tuesday, Jan 20. It feels like 10 pm but it is much later than that.  Soon I will take my medicine but I might stay up one more hour.  I feel a lot of spiritual and mental feelings. Wow I got so reminded about earlier time periods and it feels like I am still at a conference in Times Square.

I think this year I am going to have to start "playing the dementia card." Because my functioning is not good. I can see something though, which is a view of my life and career and it is fine.  So does that mean I can stop feeling hurt by my left out status. I mean I don't know. 

There is stuff I am not saying. Should I have written it in creative writing group tonight? Well I do not know. But the conspiracy is telling me that something important is happening.  But I feel angst.  And yet I feel that my responsibilities are in order. I mean I do not understand. 

Maybe I will add the extra things to that essay that I was writing.  Earlier I read the Plagiarism collection but still felt some spiritual warfare. I mean I do not know what is going on.  Because honestly I think sometimes when you feel bad feelings then you should just get away from it and not fight it.  Kind of like snakes in the woods.

Am I supposed to be planning to send my mice series somewhere? I do not know.  

Gice I am okay if I did not look good in the DEI photo.  It is not about me. I did the best I can and I am trying to be like the Isaiah suffering servant.  

Gice I like Tiffany Jackson.  Wow you guys really brought it with Camp Opportunity.  That was really creative.  And Camp for Kids.  Thanks a lot, I really appreciate it. That probably means there are other camp counselors too.  That is a fun game.