Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Friday, Dec 12. I had a nice day today but did not take a walk. I think tomorrow I will try to do some christmas shopping. I was going to do that Sunday but it might snow.

I kind of don't know what to do about christmas shopping but I wonder if it will be Wednesday when I go downtown for an appointment. 

I am excited to be starting group therapy as an unexpected relief from my usual poverty status. I have some other reliefs where I function according to past levels, but this therapy treatment is probably going to be helpful for recovering from recent abuses. I think that the people who were mean to me did not see it either and might be more busted than they expected to be.

I have been blogging up to five times a day sometimes but it might slow down as I get this mental health treatment.  When I filled out the paperwork, I was reminded of trauma and had a hard time for a few hours. But it wasn't that bad. I am mostly okay. So I think it will be a good experience to be treated for stuff. I think I might get a PTSD diagnosis and for my specifiers I might ask them to list ten names of people who made their choice.

This therapy really is unexpected and I am so thankful for it already. 

Today I emailed two people and it was kind of cold but I have more to say so maybe I will email again sometime. I don't know why it was cold but it was and I do the best I can.

I just ate some sausage that was so good and I might cook some eggs as well. I have been kind of lazy lately and I do not know why but it could be because I take my medicine at 2 am.

My numbers on some scales today were higher than I expected but I think it will be okay. That leaves room for the numbers to go up after treatment.

Well, have a good day everyone.