hello everyone, i hope you are all happy to be back in the week and not on the weekend for holiday thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is a good time to travel and people can have a good visit so I am sad I could not go anywhere but I am okay. This morning I had a dream that I was making a presentation about religion and had to discuss atheism, agonsticism, judaism, christianity, and maybe one other thing.  And there was a skateboard in the room and it was implied that I had a personality disorder and I was thinking about how it was actually very unselfish of me to be so versed in other people's ideas and books. Because I had read all this Ayn Rand stuff and was going to talk about Atlas Shrugged.  Then I was in a computer lab and someone was yelling at my art therapist and I projected silver writing on the wall that said "People who torture my teacher have no place here. And I was trying to add an animal icon to the image but there were like fifty animals that I had to delete. So that is an interesting dream. Then I woke up with a slight headache. Then I went on facebook and saw a picture of my friend's dog who died. It was a dog that she rescued after it had been abused. It is so sad but the dog is in heaven now hopefully. I loved the dog and feel very sad.

Now I am waiting for coffee to brew and I am going to add molasses for a gingerbread flavor. I ate some crumbs of cookies I made yesterday but they are all gone. It is okay, I will try to make more. I wonder if I have enough ingredients for another batch immediately. I could use the chocolate chips and butterscotch chips. Hmm I think I could do it.

I also ate a breadstick from yesterday's food. That is what I will eat today as my main food is the pizza that is leftover from yesterday. Little Caesar's sells a single serving that is nice. I emailed my friend who is teaching a class on advent and asked him if he thinks it is okay to eat Little Caesar's pizza considering what the Roman Empire did to people.

I mean I do not know. I think it is awkward between me and him for some reason probably that has to do with my conservatism or failed status.

Now it is time to go get my coffee from the coffee maker. It is almost one oclock. My therapist got strep throat over the holiday and I am sad for her but maybe it is getting better. I hope so. I needed to go to the Pros program to disenroll but I will call Danielle soon. Have a good day everyone,