Hello everyone. Today is Sunday, Aug 31. It is 2 pm. I might go take a walk later but I don't know for sure.  There are gangs making themselves known in the neighborhood and the police are an even worse threat to me. But I think there are some nice police people somewhere in there, so I still am staying hopeful. Also I think I live until I am 53 years old so I am not assuming this is it.  But at night people bang on my door sometimes and jiggle the handle to try to get in. Last night I called security and I guess next time it will be the police.

It is definitely a different life when the cops don't help, or when you have to worry about their racism and false accusations.  I still believe that a lot of what you see on the news is bad politics and attempts to make the innocent people seem responsible.  What a lot of people want is other people's money.

I think the liberals might have had their day and now people will go back to wanting actual liberty and justice instead of social justice and religious liberty, whatever that was.

But who knows, I am very much on the "margins" that people pretend to care about.

I guess I will look at agents again, maybe this time try for a christian agent.  But I do not know. Do I have the christian agent book? I am not sure I do. I think I subscribed to a website and my subscription doesn't work.

Maybe the neighborhood problems will motivate me to use my treadmill more.

I made spaghetti sauce but I am eating it without the noodles because it took too long for the water to boil and I don't have the patience. Plus I like the sauce by itself.

I read some of my book called Gospel Compendium and the poems are good.  For some reason it was the Plaid Birds poems that hit me as being better as the other sections.  But the other sections are fine. I think some people would like that book.

Sometimes I can feel God's will happening and it is strange to think of how messy my life is with him still blessing me the whole time.  That is a reminder to pray for other people, especially in New York, who are trying to get through school and work.

Well, have a good day everyone.