Hello everyone, this is Refried. My blog is reaching a lot of people. Today I posted a video on facebook of a mouse illustration from my Imaginary Mice Series.  The video was neat but the mouse had too many legs. But I think it was still cool.  However it only got a few likes. I do not know why but it was very unsatisfying. I am looking on the bright side because facebook was very nice to me with my other page.  However it is such a loss to not have the same facebook friend interaction as I once had.

I might mail out some more books soon. I kind of want to mail some to the more recent hospital people.  But it is socially not that easy. And I feel like I have lost affiliations and I don't know why.  But some things are getting better and there are signs of some phases of suffering being over. But I don't know if that is true.  Often I disagree with what has happened and think that people were given authority when they had other agendas that were opposed to me and just sought the opportunity to do more damage.

Anyway I think one reason I am doing better in some ways is because I am a hermit and people in my neighborhood are abusive, including cops and hospital people. So that is weird, because when I got here, I was excited about living near the hospitals. But there is a racism problem here, and poverty that reflects the character deficits.

I just cooked another slice of ham and this time I mixed the sauce in the saucepan after heating it, I added the sauce.  And it made a glaze.  So that is cool, I think it will be good, but I am waiting for it to cool off.

Tomorrow is my comedy routine. I just practiced and think it will be fine. I hope some people laugh at my jokes. It is not as light as some of my other routines, but I think it will be okay. And I have some jokes for another class sometime. So I will continue it as a hobby. Should I do open mics, I don't know. I mean I could make a lot of friends but I have a lot of friends as it is, just from the classes.

So I think I should start googling stuff for a while. Gice was it that stuff I said in that class that lost me certain support? I felt I was doing the right thing. I do not even know what the alternative was. I mean was it to be patient and say nothing? Like to not participate fully? I thought I did what I was supposed to.

I mean frankly I think there is a way that you are supposed to not be doing things for yourself and I think that was it.  I think that was when I say what my purpose was and I was trying to give them a clue about how it is done like sometimes you only can see the obedience and you do it anyway.  But I do not know because things did pay off and I was blessed. But possibly God took away blessings precisely because of that ingratitude.  But I wasn't ungrateful.  I have always been thankful and eager to tell other people how to get the good stuff, and it is different than some people say at church. 

But anyway I was jut thinking about that because I was thinking of things that were missing. I mean it does make sense to reflect and try to figure out what happened. So anyway I do not know.

Hopefully I will see Ravneet soon. Hopefully the hospital people are not mad at me. Hopefully the churches are just pretending to ignore me and really count me as a member. I mean sorry but I don't understand.  The idea is that I am so controversial that all the churches are pretending I am not a member.

And what is the controversy.  It is the joke that right now I don't know whether to send around.  But really that is because of the illustration that might not make sense.

Well, have a great day, everyone.