Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 5:47 pm on Wednesday, July 2. Today I went to my mental health program and then to the grocery store. I was going to buy ingredients for casseroles but bought two cakes and ice cream instead. I do not know why but it is okay. Possibly I will make a video about the chocolate marmalade cake recipe. I mean maybe I will do that tonight, I do not know.

I am still feeling sad because a friend died but my other friend said I was part of their club so that makes me feel better and I think it is true that we might be a threefer. I am just so sad about it and at night I feel worse because of my mental illness.  But really I am happy to think of Jesus talking to her in heaven and I can actually think of that easily and you know Jesus must have really liked Abby.  

Just now I ordered a pizza and it got to me easily.  I tipped the driver and did wonder if I should have said something evangelical.  Usually I feel very sure about not doing that but I did wonder about it, and I hope I don't start to be tormented by it like in some past situations. I mean the idea is to be functioning well in a church so you either do everything else more naturally or don't do stuff at all because you know your role.

Anyway possibly another issue is that I might really slow to almost a stop with the ai boosts. I mean I just can't do three hundred dollars every week.  That was for a month or two but now party is over.

So okay. I have two cokes and a sprite in the refrigerator. Gice there are some really nice people out there and we need to all try to get along and do the right thing.  I don't know what to think about the bill except that the people who don't do what they are supposed to are the worst problem and they should be dealt with instead of just people who vote with less sympathy.

I do not know if I will lose insurance or not.  I do not know who will lose jobs. I just do not know.

I think that should be all for this post but I might write another post.