Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Monday, June 2. It is almost 4 pm. It took me a while to go to sleep last night because I was worrying about my sister, but in the morning I woke up and had dreams that she would be okay.

Today I walked about 7 miles. I think I pulled something in my leg but mostly I feel fine.

Tomorrow I go to my mental health program and I have to go kind of early. I can tell taking my medicine earlier is helping me wake up earlier.  But I am still too lazy and know I should be on 40 mg latuda.

I picked up some books from the post office but two books aren't here yet. I think these books are good, though. I especially think Space Blobs turned out to be an interesting collection despite the fact that it is all from one prompt. I just think there must be someone else out there would would find it interesting like I do. Also "Faithbook" turned out fine though I wonder if I got the order right.

I am waiting on two of the three main standard quality compilations.  I think these three are my main contribution and I could be okay if that's all that makes it.  And maybe I am on track to not care if anything reaches anyone.  But I think that is wasteful and grief is appropriate for the waste that has happened.  The shameful hypocrisy that led to my rejection patterns in life. People can take turns trying to justify it in heaven and they will start wailing as God corrects them with his mere presence.

Anyway I think I should try to be entertained by people's mistake against me, but I'm really not. 

Well, that is all everyone.