Hello everyone. It is 2 pm on may 17. My numbers are surprisingly good on my posts for facebook. Some of them are weaker posts, too, but in a way they aren't.  They were simple and easy but still good posts.

Below this post are the two new memes from today.

Tonight I might try to do one more keeper.

I think I will lie down for a while. It seems that today I will not be going to do apartment inquiries. Maybe I will do that Monday.

Maybe I am okay for a while. It helped me to crack the code and realize that staying here with mom is still not an option.  So that is too bad but at least I know because part of what is driving me crazy is my therapist's suggestion that I come back to Greenville. I mean what if both my mom and my sister could help make that possible for me.

International Conspiracy, it really helped me that you guys said "Amen" yesterday and today. I just was having some problems and it was nice to have the support so thanks a lot.

Anyway I guess I will go lay down. I think I am okay with the anxiety and it will happen at night. I think some of it was finances and I looked up the disability conference and felt better.

I think I can do it. It is just kind of weird and random that I am going there with not that much social connection or professional benefit to anyone. And I am not sure it is a match for my own disability status.

But last night I just felt like yes I will attend and it is meant to be for whatever reason.

So anyway life is weird. Maybe if I had an apartment here I would feel like I had more rights.