Hello everyone. Are you guys tired of my yapping? Well it was a weird experience yesterday. I am at the mall and mostly content. I need to pay attention to whether I am ok on this medicine and can just sit somewhere in peace.

Facebook was slow to boost the recent blob. And the numbers are lower on the blobs but I am okay with that. I just find it questionable but I think part of it is because of lower engagement like the religious stuff for some reason has more reactions. Maybe that is good and helps people get a reward.

I just am not sure this recent batch was my best experience but I am thankful for all those people and it actually has been some of my more frequent prayers.

I think next is the new mice and the rainbow cross.

I mean I think someday it will be party’s over. So I am doing the best I can while I can.

But I am reminded today that I could do a giant book of a hundred images of if I don’t have an outlet.

I just don’t understand why I don’t have any book sales.

Zero. And people want free books but some people have to be customers at some point. I mean it couldn’t be cheaper for some of it.

Anyway did my blogging get on peoples nerves. Well I am trying to get through a trip. Things got better with my mom but you can still see the control sometimes. Like so angry that I smelled the milk to see if it was still good.

It’s just a tragedy that I don’t understand but I think ultimately it means that it was more of a problem in my youth than anyone realized and my parents did in fact ruin everything I did. Anyway things worked out so I won’t dwell on it but in a way my mom is succeeding in dragging me into the grave.