Hello everyone, this is Refried. I made a new meme.  Actually I made two but only one is good. I think other than that I will do a few more blobs.  I mean maybe I can have another church batch for the future in about two weeks.

I need to calculate my budget and be more strategic.

And I need to realize june has more expenses.

But I can afford those expenses. It will be okay.

I have some lunches and dinners lined up: vance, john, brain.  Three very nice people who made me feel better.  What about jenn, Hallie, tammy, and amanda.  Was I supposed to call amanda today. I think take my time and be patient.

This will be a good trip.  I think my mom emotionally punishes me if I socialize with a friend and that is the pattern I didn't notice before.  But the way it is with abuse is you can't always find a pattern that makes sense.  Because they are just doing it to make you feel bad. 

But it could be worse so I am going to see if it gets better after yesterday.  That was my biggest splurge.

I forgot to eat the leftovers for lunch so I will eat them in a few hours. It will be yummy.

I took a pantropazole earlier.

I feel bad for doctors to fail at autism.  I am more sensitive to the medicine and they should prescribe less but are too scared and people please.

Sorry but i have to tell the truth about psych meds. It is a violation on levels that used not to happen very much in America.

Ok that is all. Soon a new post.