Frankly I think that was a good blog post. Like I am obviously an amateur but still had a point.

Last night, two demons were exposed. It probably means they are captured. One of them looked like a tall female dark crystal muppet and one looked like a thinner Marilyn Manson. I think the second one was a major authority who attacked me through my family in my twenties.  It wasn't just them, though. It was illness and medicine, a corporation, and all kinds of stuff.  The dark crystal muppet seemed also like she was from star trek and was going to be on a talk show.  Those perceptions are often part of interpreting it.

I think still out there is whatever zapped me in college, and wrenched me to not do young life anymore.  That felt more all-encompassing, but I would be curious if there are some specific varmits to confront.

Anyway, life turned out cool and I am thankful for what went right.  I mostly am glad I stayed alive except for when I get abused by my mental health programs. Like I just didn't survive 20 years of depression and mania just to be a punching bag for other patients who generally never cared and never will. Or worse than that, for arrogant workers who need fake power to make them feel like they have some kind of worth other than my charity for still existing.

Anyway, thanks goes out to the nice people who got rid of the demons. It really changes me in some way, to see the love that matches the love in the bible, and to think that is the worthwhile endeavor more than winning some progress in societal scaffolding of vain and futile competition. People will still judge me for trying to participate in anything, but I know I overwhelmingly did what I was supposed to, with other paths to meaning absolutely blocked permanently upon any sign of my real self.