Hello everyone, today is Sunday, April 13. I decided to sit outside for a while but it was cold and on my way back upstairs I saw the racist janitor named Jim who likes to say the N word outside my door. 

So that wasn't worth the excursion and next time I will stay indoors. Soon it will be treadmill time and I guess when I am off the risperdal could be the main start to that.

I worked on the new book some and it is almost ready for posting.  But no matter what, I might give it another day or even a week before I do anything with it. I think the book is a good idea but I wonder if I am overpublishing a little bit. Probably some of that is because I do not know if my books are reaching people or not.

I saw how to boost my videos on youtube. I don't know if I will but maybe I will add some videos about my books and then boost those videos. But I could be wrong. I don't even know if I want to boost the food videos that I did. 

I have recovered a lot and can almost accept total loss and waiting until heaven for rewards and justice.  I think that soon I will also make that progress with the racism problems that have attacked me.  Like to accept I did what was right and the lengths people went to in order to make me seem bad might fool some people. And I think I can keep from raging against it and just wait for their horror.