Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Sunday, April 20 at 10 am. I had a good dream this morning where I went to church and sang in the choir and the choir hugged me.  But there was some kind of issue too, where someone had a ny giants sweatshirt and had a problem of some sort and I was trying to relate to them because I like the giants and then there was a musical performance and someone kind of took over the video and knocked over the table. Like for a music video. So that was interesting

I erased those two posts where I complained about my medicine but there will be many more incidents like that because people did hurt my life and the losses are in progress.  And people are telling themselves it is okay and I am okay but it is not okay. My life is ruined.

Some people are like haha, I did not need social activities anyway. But I did and I worked hard and had good reasons for my participation and so did the organizations.  And now it is messed up either way.

Anyway I am listening to a Mark Lowry presentation and it is kind of interesting.

I will try to recover from last night when I got triggered.  Some of it might be spiritual warfare because I do feel that from my facebook ads pretty bad. So I need to make sure I am doing right about that.

Monday I probably won't be at that lecture event but maybe I will, I don't know.