Hello everyone. Today is Thursday, March 13. Tomorrow I go to a doctors appointment with a new doctor. Yesterday I volunteered at two projects. It was mostly fun but I felt bullied a few times.  Honestly some of the recreations of scenarios similar to what Barnes and Noble did to me are kind of creative.  Like yesterday at the coat drive, the assignment was to stuff coats in bags, but the bags were too small so you simply could not get the right number in.  And the huge coats started piling up on the table. And they just repeat the instructions so it is impossible.  And we had impossible shelving tasks at Barnes and Noble, too.  It was perpetual and there simply wasn’t shelf space for what we were assigned to shelve.  It allows them power to fire you and they keep it that way. And it makes you snivel and fawn at customers because you don’t have job security.  When I changed from full time to part time, that changed, and they did not torture me as much.  Because they didn’t feel trapped by my employment. It was for these reasons that the torture status will probably include my full twelve years there.  But I will be honest, what about the first two and the last two.  What would that be called then, maybe hell.  Really I think that is what it is and maybe God wants me to say that.