hello everyone, i am writing to the outside world even though my internet is not working properly. is it the computer or is it some difference with this phone. i do not really know. maybe i can wait until after my trip to get a new computer and i can see how the computer in greenville does with this phone.
i seem to be okay and have been eating biscuits. I ate food with my medicine last night and generally do every time I take it. I think the doctor I talked to online today thought I did not take food properly with the latuda and that is why i was sick. But I don't think that was it and I don't think this particular indigestion is what happens from not taking the medicine with enough food. But he was so mean to me like they were going into psych hospital mode and ready to torture me. That really hurts me and breaks my heart a little bit because I was sick and needed help and instead it is like I am in trouble when I did take my medicine correctly. I think the issue is apricots. And possibly someone told me that.
Anyway I am okay and getting through it. It is kind of weird because I had other stuff on my mind and then suddenly my computer isn't working anymore and I am sick without explanation. But I am glad it is not salmonella. Really the doctors are smart and figure that out every time.
Psych meds are interesting because this was the story with risperdal throughout many years, where I would have an issue and it was the risperdal or missed doses.
I just think the mental health system is too punitive when we already have suffering and losses upon that suffering and then the mental health care is going to be medicine that makes you feel bad and torture when you really have a problem.
That is all I will say because I don't know what is on the near horizon as I either proceed with this latuda journey or go back to the risperdal.
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