hello everyone, today is halloween. i went to my mental health program. i wore a shark costume.  i shared a little short story on facebook that i think was really funny. my mom sent me a text and she was able to get a problem solved. she insists that she is able to do things herself.  so i can expect that for a while and not interfere.

i might go outside soon where it is cooler. in new york there is a drug problem so probably hundreds of thousands of young people are being abused right now. shattered hopes and dreams, lifelong trauma. it is too much to pray for. hopefully the social workers will help everyone tomorrow at school and some of the bad people will go to jail. 

i got materials together for an art school application. i might try to take art classes and really go whole hog to do art for my books and illustrations for posterity. i hope i can maintain motivation that overcomes any fatigue from health decline.

I wonder what ravneet is doing tonight.  maybe she is at a party. maybe she is passing out candy. maybe she is watching a movie. maybe she is cooking some food.  i already ate yummy food this week.  i ate mexican dip and rice krispy treats.

so what will i eat for dinner.  i do not know. do i have a pizza in the freezer. maybe.  instacart would be nice.  what do you gice think about an instacart order. I think halloween night is a little bit like christmas morning and it wont be me who demands that work from someone.

I have a can of bruce's yams in the cupboard. maybe that is what i will eat later.

i drank some coffee. i could have one more cup of coffee if i really want some.

i just remembered that tonight is support group night for nami.  i am happy about that and it will be my socializing.  

people were nice to me today. i feel that my friends were there for me. i still have a depressed mood though so i need to do what i can to be okay.

maybe i will find some funny movie scenes on youtube.

maybe i will look up recipes and plan some christmas snacks.

i did share candy a little bit today.

i just now remembered i have twizzlers in a bag here somehere.

well that is all.

i am worried that some people have the wrong idea and i have to say that ravneet is my person everyone so friends are friends forever only.