Hello everyone, this is Refried. Some people I prayed for had a good surgery and then things went bad.  I will try to see the rest of the video but I was not able to watch it all. I mean I guess I am a wimp or maybe selfish, frankly.

I talked to my mom and she is getting good care for her hip and has to do the other one in a few months. I mean wow I did not expect that and it kind of stresses me out. However she did say I could go on a certain trip to a conference that I want to go to.

And yet it is kind of not that easy to attend.  I just always said I would never travel to california and now I am probably going to at least try. It is actually very direct from new york and might end up seeming easier than my train trips.

But it means I need a deposit friday. I will tell my mom tomorrow. I hope this goes okay. I felt the holy spirit all afternoon and think it was because of conference prayers. Although it could be that ministry power from a middlechurch person that I felt the power from one time. Hmm that could be it but I do not know.  But anyway I ended up just deciding to do what I said I would do and it went well.

So now I will try to go to the conference.  It is just that the last conference yielded a return of 60 million video views.  I mean that was from that conference. So what will be from this one? I do not know.

This also makes me feel like I really let down the Write to Publish people but I did the best I knew to do in that scenario. I think their policy needs to be more inviting for attendees and the strictness can be applied to speakers. I mean does that not make sense to people? I think that is not a bad policy in this phase of church growth.

And yet I myself might have been wrong to not try to be a speaker for this conference that I am going to.  But it is okay. I probably could not handle the stress of feeling like I can't bail if something goes truly wrong.

So anyway I ate some apple jacks .I had felt a little weak from not eating much for several hours. I think soon I will drink some coffee. 

It is really warm outside and I think there is an effect from everything baking all day and then when the temperature is a little cooler it still feels like you can't cool off. I mean honestly I am kind of warm in my room right now. But we have air conditioning and you can feel the difference as soon as you come inside.

So anyway I also have orange sherbet so I can make a sherbet shake later. I think I will do that.  And I have enough liquid for two days but honestly I might should have gotten a twelve pack of soda.

Well, have a good day everyone.