Pals, I wish I could have gone to Xu Xi's party. She certainly made the invite available. But I forgot to RSVP and inquire. However I think I would not have done well because of pride crowds.

I think my health post is okay. I did not know if I should post or not but eventually I felt like it was time for an update. And I think the conspiracy agrees.  And I also truly believe that on any of these visits, it could be the time when I am not okay.  But I still do think it is when I am 53. So I say that. 

It's not a big deal. This is a time for most of my generation where we lose our parents and for some people, bad things happen and they themselves are gone soon. And I am one of those people.  And it could have happened much sooner and did for some people.

Wow that is so sad.

But at the same time, there are things I am tired of and people are tired of some of my stuff but that is because they were also harmed by people hurting me.

Ravneet is not sad about my post.  She already knows and is having a good time as part of the conspiracy.

Do you gice like my jokes that are posting? I kind of want to boost the gambling insurance joke.  But I do not know if I will. I don't know if people will get it or not.

I just got a secret message that some people know something that they are pretending not to know.

That is hilarious. I mean think of the jokes. Like on pride day, coming out as Bobby Hurley.