Hello everyone, I need to practice my comedy routine. It is Monday, June 1. I emailed someoen today to see if they want some books and at first I typed in the wrong email so it bounced back and I thought I was blocked.  But then I saw that I had just typed the wrong email. So I re sent it and I think it will be okay. I mean who knows if they want books. The timing is kind of not ideal.  Because these people do summer work that is overseas. So I mean who knows.

The weather outside today is the best ever. I should take a walk but I want to go to a nami group. Then I have my writers group and I do not know what I will write but I think I will do one of the prompts.

I kind of have felt some lostness in recent days, like not knowing what to do with myself etc. But I think just continue with the normal stuff. Maybe try to attend more autism stuff. I kind of want to do a mental health program somewhere. I might see if there is one on this campus that I can do but everyone might hate me but we do not know.

I think some people know I have been bullied at the post office for a long time now but to me when I actually can't get my mail is when I have to report it.

Anyway I am going to probably work at the judgement day game show program in heaven and it will be fun and I just need to keep that in sight and not give up and not be overly depressed and mad.

Maybe I will read some books or something for a while. I think I will try to memorize my comedy routine for tomorrow.