Hello everyone. This is Refried. I feel happy because there was an unexpected part of my day where I did a virtual care appointment online. I talked to a new doctor for me named Dr. Sanapala. Kind of like “Snapple” which I sometimes drink at the Thai restaurant. And it is funny because my fatigue problem was from the Thai food I ate a few days ago. And I did not realize it. I thought it was from low iron.

Something else interesting is that I ate grape juice and Corn Pops while I waited and that is just too much like communion. I mean I am not trying to be a kook but it was kind of weird because in the waiting room I did invite Dr Snapala to Echo church.

So anyway she sent my prescription to CVS and hopefully that will go okay tomorrow. Walgreens was mean to me and makes me re ask my doctor for prescriptions when I don’t let myself be kicked around by their automated system. Their failure, their problem.

So anyway I am so relieved that the problem is familiar. I mean I didn’t even care if it was a bad disease but honestly the issue has more to do with not easily going to Walgreens. 

So anyway it was also funny because Dr Snapple knew that the “low energy” was the same fatigue as usual even though I told her it was different. I said usually I can’t walk to the grocery store and this time I could not walk to the post office. Like that is the difference between low iron and lupus. I should say food allergies but I think the actual mechanism happening is autoimmune. It is an autoimmune reaction to spicy foods.

So anyway I think I will email Becky this week and apologize for disappearing without a word.

Tomorrow I pick up my new book and I am glad about that. I mean it’s just like normal.

I need to reread the other two recent Bronx Combo books. Honestly soon there will be enough and I should not do more.

I think it is 8 from Manhattan and 8 from the Bronx.

I think people on facebook are tired of me promoting myself but I need to not read into only the troll who was mean to me last week. A lot of my facebook friends like me just fine. And I think we all lost each other because of algorithms, not because of self promotion and white supeemacy. I mean the more time goes on you can tell everyone just wants the same stuff: popularity and success. Only with some people they get persecuted for it.

But anyway I am sitting outside right now. I have sat outside a lot for five days. I like it out here.

Gice a while ago in my room I felt God’s love and as I remembered sitting on the benches at 180th street the sunlight came through my window onto my face and I think it was a message from God about me, my church, the heroin addict who I have the roast beef sandwich to but had that bad guy waiting to take it away, the gallbladder days, the hospital, the food stuff, like remember when I thought I could only eat fish and vegetables? And then today I ate fish sticks.

So I mean who knows. It is just weird because I have had a lot of signs like that but sometimes I feel like God is far and mad. But anyway I think the weather stuff might happen in relation to Middlechurch because do you remember that day when I was sitting outside near park view and the storm cloud coincided with something. It had to do with the church and I felt honestly kind of proud.

Anyway I didnt expect this post to be like this and I think this makes twice that I didn’t say something positive about Walgreens when some people were in fact nice to me and they are some of the most extreme heroes of our neighborhood but at the same time there is no excuse for some of the stuff that store has done to me. And making me have another appointment for medicine is an absolute outrage. I mean people could and should sue them for that.

Well, that is all for now. Tomorrow I have to go get a check, go to CVS, and really that is all isn’t it. Maybe Fed Ex for two things. I forgot what one thing is.

Gice I hope I can go to comedy class okay with the gate locked up now. Ok I think that was the other thing at FedEx. Gice is anyone mad at me?