Gice that was a bit much in that next post, wasn't it. I think that is one of the few times I have ever said that, but it makes sense that it is about a googly eyed creature video.

Anyway I possibly hit numbers that are affected by time of the week etc.  But this is still a good reach for these videos.  I just feel like it slowed down a little for some of it.  I think there is more fluctuation for this than the memes. 

But I think it will be around 3 mil for all the posts. That is very good and I am happy with that amount of views. I mean honestly that is not thru plays.  That is just views. But these videos are simple and people can see the creatures and move on.

So anyway, that is good.  Soon I will go downtown to get my rent check. In about an hour. Then I will come back and go to the post office.  Then maybe I will go to Walgreens and get some over the counter iron pills.

My dreams were cool and vivid for the second or third night in a row. I think it is from reducing the latuda. The latuda caused suppression and striving in my dreams and I did not like it. I think I will feel much better and question why all this happened to me.

I need to make sure I keep my mood in check for my trip, because there could be effects from less medicine.  But I think mostly I will just be happier and more normal. And without that intense spiritual hole feeling.

Gice, these videos.  I just feel like the numbers dipped some but mostly it is good and I love the videos. That is fun and other people make videos too so why be selfish.  But I feel my missing friends and the junky media trash on the feeds, it is just horrible. And weird that those problems are so much of what is actually wrong in our country. So much of it is the algorithms and if there was a more friend friendly line up then it would change our lives like original facebook.

Anyway I always say that. Gice as I settle down I can remember the book goals.  I mean the consistent lesson is be thankful for what I have and things will be better in heaven without the problems.

I prayed a lot this weekend and other people can learn to do their share on that. I mean do people not want to have a say in things that can help people, I do not know.  There are a lot of good people out there.

I mean think of all the workers and coworkers who are nice people, and the facebookers who just wanted a laugh like anyone else.

So okay.  my numbers came back from labs.  It mostly seems okay. I believe the iron issue is partially from pantropazole. And maybe signs of kidney lupus. But so far in the clear.

Gice, psych meds, a horrible thing. I did get some benefit from lower doses, but these recent years have reminded me of other bad times, and how horrible it is. I mean being drugged like that, the weight of it, the health decline, the cap on consciousness and personality, the insult of it, the devastation.

Anyway does anyone have any thoughts.  I just thought that the video views were going to be more than the memes but I think we are looking at a similar range.  And that is still great. I mean 200k overnight for the lobster, that is awesome.  But I just notice the frog is not hitting that high as compared to the cost.

But anyway, okay everyone, that is all. Ups and downs, live and learn. Two more days until my trip.

Mostly I am done aren't I, like I lived most of my life. Yoo hoo, Ravneet, do you want to play cards.

Gice I missed another mensa games day, I just can't hack it at this time.