Hello everyone. It is 12:05 am on Saturday. I have an exhausted feeling from making just a few ai videos. There is one that I really like and I boosted the post.  But it is not reaching anyone yet as far as I can tell.  I do not know why but that gives me an unsatisfied feeling.  But I am kind of okay because I at least did boost the post and it says it will finish in three days. I only boosted it for ten dollars a day. That is not much.  But I see no views.  So then I wonder if it is running but I can't tell because it is the conspiracy protecting me. But I feel that it is more likely that facebook is torturing me.  

I think I will do some more blob videos eventually.  I mean maybe soon.

I had a long day.  But it was mostly a good and easy day but without much exercise. I will take medicine around one or two probably.

I think another option for sharing videos is to share the youtube videos on facebook. I do not know why I haven't thought of that.  I have only thought about how I don't know how to share them on youtube.  So maybe I will send around those poem videos sometime. I do not know about the cooking videos. Maybe when it truly feels like no one cares anymore.

I listened to good talks today.  It was nice.  I had a good day. I am just tired. I am kind of mad that nyu didn't confirm canceling my appointment monday.  Because really I need to skip one and I don't have any more money for it. So I will try to figure that out. I just feel like I told them I wanted to skip but they are planning to charge me and I should have notified them today but i notified them Monday.

But anyway what did I eat for dinner today? I remember. I ate potatoes.  Maybe I will have some orange sherbet as well.  I had a good time at the child abuse presentation today. I forgot to ask about emotional abuse.  But it is okay. It is kind of weird. I think they might not have shown the right law.  I mean something was missing. I mean they said the abuse had to cause a risk of death and I just think abuse has a wider range than that.

Anyway I am going to attend one last presentation tomorrow and then I will be done for a while.  I hope my trip goes well. I will try to visit with some friends when I am there.  I really was hoping things would turn around with cash at some point but it seems to not be happening.

The tech conference was really good. I learned a lot and can see why the tech field has done well. I tink people don't need to live in too much fear that they are going to be featured in inappropriate videos agaisnt their will.  But maybe we don't know.

Well, that is all. I think I will find that video and post it myself on facebook.