Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 10 am on Tuesday. I didn’t take my medicine until 9 am from last night because I didn’t have food in my room to take the medicine with. Now I need to get coffee. I think I will go to the bookstore where I am waiting for my used books to be processed.

I love my new computer. It is a great surprise. I think the only drawback is that it uses the same harsh lighting as my iPhone. Sometimes I am okay and I can do photos that turn out ok but my zooming doesn’t look good. 

But it is okay. Everyone knows that about me. I mean actually they probably did it on purpose and they put in their ads that they make you look good. I mean am I going to be the ones to challenge them on it? 

That reminds me that I also just got an email from my Amex business card account that their deal with Amazon is over and US Bank is taking over the account. Well that might be okay if US Bank lets me proceed as normal but why do I think this sounds like people selling a debt and US Bank is going to demand the whole payback? I mean if they can change companies they can do anything. I feel like I should report this somewhere like to Elizabeth Warren.

So that is not really a happy thing to wake up to but I feel okay even after taking the medicine and I think I should go get this stuff done at the bookstore.

I just need to pack one more bag of books.

Well okay. Later today I am going to my niece’s lacrosse game and it will not be easy. It will be about 5-7. I can do it. I have to ride in a car with my mom and then watch her walk far as a fall risk and then manage her shame of me in public as she fusses at me and asks what is wrong because something is always wrong, nothing is ever okay, I always need to do something different, Since the was a kid if she knocks on my door I pretend to be doing anything different because whatever the truth is is not okay.

But anyway I am still having an ok trip. But I told my sister I was happy to end with our lunch and then she sent a text about the lacrosse game. Which is good but I am sad I have to be tortured again.