Gice I went to a children's book conference and it was very fun.  Tomorrow is another day of it. I need to send an email but will do that in the morning. 

Something happened this afternoon and I had to help a friend. I think it went well and I was able to be there for her.

Then I met people at a cool conference and it was really fun. What was weird is that there were not many people at this part of the conference. We were there to congratulate winners of an award.  But literally there were only like twenty or thirty people who showed up to talk to the people.  So that is weird. I made some friends.  I need to look up their names though. 

I am having some anxiety and asthma at night but it is okay.  Today I mailed books to hospital people and it made me happy.  It was weird how it was kind of belated but the timing felt right.

I feel like I might have said the wrong thing in part of my discussion tonight but it is okay. I said I did not feel blessed in the distribution of my books but in the content I did.  Well I do not know if that was good because part of the conversation was also about how my pen name was safe.  And that is a blessing for sure. It has gone well. I had to be patient and still think it would have been stronger for me to start off successful but this route is very secure as well.

I am so disturbed by the politics and news.  But honestly some of it is the usual stuff. 

Tonight I might not get much sleep because I am waking up early tomorrow. I am going to try to meet people at the conference and be of service. 

I think I will also order some more books and take another appointment's worth of funding from my therapy.  But the goal is to stay in the group indefinitely. So mainly I just need to not jeopardize that.

Let's see. I think that Monday is a holiday so then two more groups in February and then four in March.  I need to plan my trip to Greenville. I have to buy a train ticket for that.  So that means I need to talk to my mom first and get her help with the ticket. I mean maybe I should do that for this next deposit.

I feel like I should call my sister tomorrow too.