Hello everyone, this is Refried. I am calming down. I have a plan to give away more books. I hope people will let me mail them one. I do not think people should say, "Can you just send the money instead?"  That is rude, and I get the books at a discounted rate, and it is only ten or so dollars.  So for most of my friends who own houses when I don't, they really should just let me send them a book.

Anyway, there is a conspiracy and it works a a certain way and I need to look on the bright side and not be a jerk.  Because the whole point is that I have enough to go on and they arranged for me to experience a more sacrifical lifestyle than I would be able to do on my own.

And what happened because of my loneliness? I ate in restaurants a lot, which is another blessing from God.  So I need to be thankful.  I made my choice which was fancy food.

Anyway, I got a great compliment on a rhyme tonight, and that should be enough for me right now, shouldn't it?  But I got upset because of that skit. It was my idea and my career is missing and I am going to be a target.  And yet I am not a target and that is why there is a conspiracy. They are protecting me from that very thing.

So in that context, some of my sins got through. I hope people have enjoyed the entertainment of that.

Does anyone have any opinions about that "liberal gospel" book? I kind of think with that title, that is the one to go over the edge with.  And yet with both things, I question if I violated myself and others.

What do you gice think? What do the conservatives think about it? I kind of think they might see what I was trying to say more than some people, and yet isn't it jolting? And do people deserve that? 

Anyway, who reads this blog? I think they took my numbers as I gained momentum and I don't understand. It would have chnaged my outlook to have two hundred views on that poems page. But I guess that already happened but then abruptly zero when that is not accurate, I just don't understand.

I just feel that what has been done to me is mean, and I don't see a benefit of it.

Anyway there was some interesting bridge socializing a while ago. That is also a goal for the year is to maybe do more cookies. I can do it everyone.

I believe I will be less lazy. I hope Dr. T lets me do 30 mg of Latuda instead of 40. That will help some.

Well, have a great day, everyone.