Hello everyone, it is 12:15 on Wednesday morning, also known as tuesday night. I had a good day today and got to see a hospital friend online! I talked to Hannah Park about some dizziness and it was so great to talk to her and she is my heartburn buddy and there was a nice scribe, too. I think I should have been more mindful of the scribe and wished them both a happy holidays. Next time I will do better hopefully.

Hannah Park thinks my dizziness is not something to worry about at this time. Wow it was reassuring and I did not expect that and she thinks my anemia and sugar levels are also okay.

After I talked to her I did my laundry and it went well, and I gave a joke book to Delores, who is one of the nicest people I have ever known.  She works overnights at my apartment building and we hit it off great from the beginning. Most of the staff is nice to me now and I do not know why I got tortured before.

Before the doctor appointment I watched a movie with friends from Hope Lab. It was such a cute and funny movie. It was a christmas movie about people who were going to get a divorce and decided not to.

That has been a blessing and miracle this year is watching movies with those pals. It is my first group movies in over ten years because of the nature of my trauma from the bookstore.

Before that, I had a comforting meeting online with Tami, Lori, and Caroline.  We had a great time as usual.  Before that I went to the grocery store and I did okay there but wish I had picked up some taco seasoning and ground beef.  But it is okay, I had nachos.

Before that, unfortunately, I had a conversation with a friend who was mad at me. It made me feel bad and I do not know what will happen but I feel strong with my mental illness and think the hospitalization this fall must have really worked and improved things for me.

Before that I checked in with amazon and my books are doing okay. They made a mistake about low content but I took it as a warning to not overpublish. Last night I thought that I might not be able to keep my books available at all but I think it is okay. Interestingly I felt able to handle that if it happened so that is great recovery and work status.

I think there was something else today but I do not remember what it is. So now it is tomorrow and I will take my medicine in about one hour. I take it in the middle of the night and wake up late now. 

Also tonight I talked with a friend of mine named Wendy who has problems worse than mine. Definitely I will pray for Wendy but she handles things really well and has a lot of faith in hard times.

Well, that is all. I think I will do an inventory for the year soon. I need to think of a strategy to get through christmas so it doesn't hit me too hard. I think I will be okay. I just did not take my trip this year so it feels involuntary. 

Well have a good day everyone.