Hello everyone. I watched another Sept 11 video.  The national geographic series is excellent. Wow, this video had a section about flight 93 and a mom who left a message telling her son to overpower the terrorists. 

I just took my medicine. I ate some sauce and some corn chex. Hopefully that was enough food. Maybe I will also eat a snack size butterfinger.

I can stay up however late because I think we don't have program tomorrow. Maybe I will go buy some sour cream and make the corn casserole.

This was a good facebook share and I am so grateful to the nice people.  And it is probably going to be a cool mil, which I did not expect at first.

It is a more loving feeling for the God loves you posts.  So maybe I will do some more. I still think the Jesus died for your sins memes are good. There is a different feeling sometimes from that, but I believe it is good for people to be familiar with that if not try to understand it.

I can feel some of it now, how it has the bloody cross element which offends. And the gallstone that can't be removed without a sacrifice.  It is the reason christianity isn't necessarily easy to share. 

But anyway these posts are easier. How is my face doing.  It will be mostly back to normal tomorrow.  But not a great normal but an okay normal. It is not that big of a deal. I think it has been worse with the medicine.

Now how do we all feel about the query. I do not know.  I felt a slight depression feeling but that could be from successful youth ministry which for me is opposed by depression. When I saw the website I did like the people and it is only three people. But was I supposed to do a novel? I do not know.

I think my actual email was not very good. I had some awkward wording that could make them think I can't write.  But maybe it is good for them to know that they are dealing with a post career writer.

But maybe they will examine it and see that it does make sense and is grammatically correct despite wordiness. Anyway maybe they are reading this blog.

I am still a little shaken up by that racist security person yesterday. It is just a bad combo of people banging on the door, no obvious intervention from guards, and the awareness of bad cops in the neighborhood.  And now a gang that might have already sent me a personal message on the sidewalk with fresh barbecue sauce.  I mean I do not know. I just am not scared of the gang but am worried about the cops. So then I have to think about whether I can move to Greenville and that is another scene of torture.

Anyway I am still writing this even though maybe it is time to go to sleep. Well have a good day everyone.