Hello everyone, I swept up the peanut shells from under my chair. It looks better near the table now. And I threw away the broken other chair. I guess now I should be reading for fun.

The theme is be thankful for what I have. What else will I clean today. Maybe put up some of the boxes and organize the books. And clear the table. The weather is nice outside. It would be a good day for sept 11 museum but I can't. People need to be understanding about that because the threat to be sent back to the hospital is bad suffering and I need to play it safe.

What should I read. Maybe the Bronx Combo series. Do you gice like my books? Am I a children's book writer? I think I am.  I think I did what I did.  Funny poems, religious poems, probably for teens.

So now what. Maybe take a walk.  Maybe later I will walk to Mcdonalds. I mean it would be nice to have pancakes there but I can't get there in time now.  In thirty minutes my churches both start online.  I could have gone in person, maybe I was wrong or something. But I think I should accept my disability.

That is what it is, even though it seems like laziness.  It is mostly from a year of too much latuda.  

My medicine is so much better now and I hope they don't change it. I need to clock some weeks and months on it successfully.

I mean what was the problem, is the issue that I asked to be in PHP and I already had the pros program? 

Ok for food I have bean dip.  And I already drank coffee. I kind of want a second coffee. What do you gice think about that. I think maybe wait a while and drink it later.  Ok phone a friend soon.

I need to not be in the hospital if the agent calls back.  Possibly she will but I do not know.

Maybe send Rita the link to my advocacy success.