I just visited the instagram page of bella buddy birdie. The doggy is not recovering well after the surgery. Soon it will get its stitches out. I hope it is okay. 

I made some coffee. I am going to try to recover from the bad feelings of today. I felt bothered by several problems earlier. Probably it will all work out fine. I think my mom needs a separate nurse for when she has hip surgery. I told her I would travel there. But I think we should not count on that. I think it needs to be independent. I am starting to dread it like a bad experience that I can't avoid.

I think there might be spiritual warfare but I do not know why. I do not know what it has to do with. Usually it has to do with my jokes page. But it feels a little bit more successful against me like it is less about mild intrusive thoughts and more forceful. So does it have to do with the books? I mean I do not know. Am I going to mail out some books soon? Is that it?

Once it happened before a mensa thing and I wondered if that was going to be an outlet for the joke book or something.  But I think it is not, and isn't different from anything else.

Well, have a nice day everyone.