Hello everyone. I woke up late today and did not go to my mental health program. Yesterday I hurt Danielle's feelings because Hannah was mean to me again and I said I was going to quit the program.  And it hurt Danielle that I keep saying that because she has been nice to me. But I am tired of the racism there and the disrespect. And it hit me on a day that I also got refusal to serve from T-mobile and a closed pharmacy from Walgreens. That was a fail from those companies like CVS, to close the pharmacies during lunch hour.  It is another shameful act of disrespect and it has nothing to do with the economy. It is just a show of power and a clue that eventually the good people will overcome the corrupt industries and those stores will be gone. 

Anyway I guess my mood might drop some today after feeling good yesterday. I might go to pet therapy even if Marissa can't go this time. I should leave at about 3 pm and go to Kaboozles and then pet therapy.  Then here is the question, will I take the C and A train to Inwood and the bus across the bronx? I mean maybe, I do not know.  Honestly probably not. I am thinking walk back to Grand Central. It will be fine.

Something is missing right now but I don't know what it is. I think I am forgetting something.

My posts on facebook reached a cool mil. I thought it would be slightly less than that but it wasn't.  I think I know what I will boost next but I am going to be patient. I might try to wait a day but I might not. I might do another five day boost because that helped me slow down this time and I did not feel that tortured by it.