Hello everyone, today is Friday, July 18. It is 10:17 am. Yesterday I worked hard on my room for inspection but the case manager was not that impressed. I took my medicine later at night a few times this week so that might have been the issue. So I am going to try to get back to 11 o'clock again. Last night I took it at 10:21 and then talked to my friend Haley who is a doctor.

Soon at noon I go to an online writing event. I think in a few minutes I will call a bank about something.

I wake up feeling a little bit depressed every day. I am not as happy as I used to be. I just thought I would eventually not be as bullied and lonely. And I am not happy with the medicine I am on or the process that happened for me to be on it. And then the societal problems that I thought I would have a role in solving.

Well anyway that is how I feel right now, maybe it will be better later today.