Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Sunday, July 27. I went to church this morning online. Rev Amanda taught and it was great. I enjoyed the whole service. And my donation went through last night so possibly it is still secretly my half church or third.

I mean maybe I have three churches. Ravneet sent me a nice message today.

I have been watching videos of people building small cabins in the woods and I am really into it and think that is something I would enjoy doing. But I think I am a new york city person until the end and won't ever go back to a mountain life. And God showed us that was the plan with my bookstore lifestyle for many years, like for some reason I had to bail on the mountains. We do not know why but I really am a city person too so this is okay with me.

I prayed really well during church. I do not mean that as bragging. I just mean I have ups and downs and sometimes I feel my life's purpose when it goes well. And it is such an honor that God wanted me to draw near, I mean how can I ever complain.  And yet why am I bullied and on the wrong psych medicine. I think I can see a next thing which is to do a php program and ask to go back on one mg risperdal.

I will talk to Belinda Kotin about it on July 31. Sadly that means missing some of my conference that day that I paid 200 dollars for. But it is okay I can attend on my phone.

I am frustrated to not be able to read the books I wrote. That is why I want to switch meds.

Soon I am going to make some chili but the meat has to thaw. I think I am doing beef and chicken but I don't know for sure. I just really would like some chicken in it but I also have ground turkey but it might be too old or expired. Some secret messages telling me what to do would be good.

Maybe I will eat some cheese grits while I wait for a storm to pass. The air quality is also not good today.

Well, that is all, have a good day. I might need to make some new groundhog memes.