Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Monday, July 7. That is 7/7, a good number.

I am going to my mental health program soon but maybe not for another hour.

I made a cheese ball last night and it totally changed my day because the food was so good, it makes such a difference.

I feel lonely sometimes and don't understand why I can't see Ravneet. I just don't understand.

Yesterday I googled stuff for a while and sometimes enjoy that but sometimes it does not satisfy.

Something interesting is how hard I tried to be a mentally ill genius for years and I already had the numbers for it from my twenties, like test scores and diagnosis. It could have been that simple. But I am glad I lived up to the archetype because I think it took me higher in a Barnes and Noble like that was a high thought zone that I was reaching for perpetually. I mean is that bad to say.  Everyone knows I always say the nice things about myself and don't hide good deeds.

In revelations I noticed yesterday that Jesus has a name that only he knows! I can't believe that. I am the farthest person from that. I am kind of sad to have not done well with that.  But actually he has a name for us too that only he knows, so maybe he will fix that for me.  But what I am saying is that there is a name that only he knows for himself.  I mean that is interesting. I think we should praise it even though we don't know it.  I think some of it comes from being the only righteous savior, like only he knows what he really went through and we will never come close to that death on the cross and the service that preceded it.  

I mean that is interesting.  But everyone knows all my deeds. I just do an ai image of christ and boost a post and think of myself as functional in the church.  And then I sit around and drink coffee.  I mean that is pretty simple I guess and there are no secret surprises of character and thought that will be discovered.

So anyway I guess I will cook some today. I kind of want to make the strawberry pretzel salad.

Gice do people want blessings? I got us good stuff with facebook.  I am going to try to get people rewards.  Aren't people going to be excited when they get a reward in heaven? And some cute animals put them on their TV show and present them with a treasure store and attention? I think people do want that.

Well have a good day everyone.