Hello everyone. Today is Wednesday, June 11. I worked on my novel. I am taking it in a certain direction and put the most exciting plot elements in the topic of groundhogs.  So that frees up the rest of the novel to just be an expression of opinions and play by play life in the bronx.

But I need to add some disciple meetings and some conflict of some sort. Some aggravation and some people getting on probation for being disciples.

So I still have a lo of work to do and probably I will do most of it at the novel retreat.  This week I need to focus on cleaning my apartment for inspection tomorrow, and attending autism day saturday.

I wanted to go to support group today but they did not let me in the meeting. I think I am being terminated from nami, or at least the wednesday group.

But it is okay. I think tomorrow I will be at the schizoaffective group.

I think that is what I will do tonight is google stuff.  And think about this new realization fo neurological conditions.  Because I think I am actually rather impaired.  And there is something social that they are trying to manage and react to.  However the paranoia is absoutely from the abuse at housing for two years, and that is a fact. I mean I do not know what will happen.  I hope my sister is having fun in Italy even though it is so hot. I think they had hoped it would not be so hot. But maybe there is air conditioning.