Hello everyone, today is Sunday, May 25. It is 10:41 am.  I think I might go to the mall but it could be crowded. So I might just go to panera. But I could go to the mall and then go to the mall panera if it is too crowded. 

My ad is doing okay. I got ten link clicks to my website and fifty reactions. That is good enough for me.  And 600 views.  So that is good and possibly a good reminder to be thankful for the international numbers.  Which I was, obviously, and not wasting the opportunity. In fact, this helps me see it like that. like instead of thinking about overspending, thinking about not wasting the opportunity.

But I am pacing myself and maybe waiting for memorial day to be over. 

Last night I went to sleep thinking about attending an autism event. I believe that I will in fact show up. And it will be a good experience and kind of interesting. I could feel emotional but probably by the time I get there I won't really feel that different than normal.

I also had a dream this morning that I was at the mall and there were some young life people and I did not do well but I did do well earlier when I saw a commercial for butterscotch cookies where a person was visiting an old person and made cookies and put a butterscotch disk to melt in each cookie. 

So then I went to some mall places and told them about the commercial and then I was at a table and did not do well as a young life leader. I mean it was interesting. I was confronted about how I was not good enough and not a real leader like not cut out for it and people get identified like movie stars yet in the background this cookie scene was very successful relational work.

But the weird thing is I agreed I was not meant for it.

So that is interesting. Where am I going to go for coffee this morning.