Hello everyone, how are you doing. I am doing fine. It is 5:11 on Thursday. I think I will go to a nami meeting later online. For schizoaffective disorder. I got a good secret message from Ravneet this afternoon.  There have been some really awesome secret messages over the years and I am sorry if I sometimes forget the fun of that. However some things seemed wasteful in my life.

But anyway I just made some coffee and am drinking it at home. I like going to panera but maybe I will go there tomorrow. For now I am okay.  Life is weird but felt normal for a few days.

I wonder what Ravneet is doing today.  I hope she got some book sales from my video.  But I am not sure any book sales are happening.  

My facebook numbers hit 41 million this week so that is nice.  I am thankful and for me that is a happy expression of writing and creativity.  It is different than I planned with the books, but much more fun in some ways, and international in a way I did not expect or even think was possible.

Yesterday there was a troll but I blocked him.  He kind of had a certain style that I recognized and I feel sorry for him a little bit. It is the same racism that targets me other times sometimes. There is some arrogance behind it, like something made him feel superior.

So I will try not to be like that myself.

I wonder if anyone likes my books out there. I am going to mail one to Linda Epstein who was the chosen winner agent in 2012. I can't remember what happened but I thought she might like to have a free book.

And I will send Jimmy one but I forgot to get that Chris guy's address.  That was not cool. I should have written it down and mailed him a book.  But it is okay. It just means to send several to Jimmy.

So anyway when will I do that. Maybe tomorrow. Oh this reminds me that I need to check outside and see if the copies of the sampler books arrived. 

That will be what I do for a while is flip through those and consider all three together.

I mean I am done and what I wrote is what I wrote.  And now maybe I should think about how it fits in or doesn't as compared to other literature.  I think it could have a place but I wonder who sees it.