It is soon time to go to my mental health program but I decided to drink some coffee. I need to get some ones and fives so I can tip at dunkin donuts.  It is really unacceptable that I haven't don't that already and the workers have suffered. I am really sorry, it is one of my life regrets but I can still hopefully fix it.

I don't have a lot of life regrets because I do the best I can and learned that regret is usually from depression and people make the best decisions they can at the time.

As for this blog I have to express myself in a way that could reach at least someone and I can't maintain "try-outs" behavior for fifteen years.  That is not appropriate and people who think it is are going to be confronted about it someday.  I am always kept in that interview-first day on the job status limbo and how cruel is that for an autistic person? I mean it is hard to believe but people think they can get away with it because I am single, because my gender is messed up, because I am religious, and most of all, depressed.

The glee is what is most shocking. 

Anyway some people did see it and help me so let's be thankful.  I mean in the end, who was it? A lot of people in various ways.  I don't take stuff for granted just because someone is wrong about random stuff.

So anyway, that is all.  My book is publishing.  I am so thankful for this random credit increase because it becomes a budget for some books.  But I don't know who still needs one. I think my friend Michael Flynn and maybe some other people.

I didn't do well with the trolls, did I? I trolled back.  Sorry about that and I also forgot to point out that ten thousand people weren't trolls.  So that is nice.

Well, have a good day everyone. It is good that I got the train tickets. Hopefully I can go visit Columbia somehow.  Greyhound should have a trip between Greenville and Columbia but they don't. I might need to coach some leaders on some stuff and encourage mentorship from the north.