Tuesday, April 29, 2025

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Tuesday, April 29. It is 11:30 am. I woke up at 8 am today but was still tired.  But I needed to try to go to my mental health program early and thought I could leave at 10:30.  But I went back to sleep and had dreams. I dreamt about the friends I grew up with and was in a classroom being comforted because I couldn't be a teacher, and then I had an NYU dream and talked to my therapist and a new teacher, possibly because I am going to a presentation later.  And I think that my current situation with not being able to get to my program and be at therapy was the topic but I don't know. And another topic was how I wanted to be a teacher and couldn't. And Drena had three dogs with her and took me to help me go to an apartment in downtown Greenville where I would be staying, as possibly a new secret teacher.  And she unlocked it and checked inside it first.  And Drena was very nice to me in the dream and I woke up and saw a demon.

So that is interesting.  I mean I think this demon I saw is one of the portrayal demons and it could be that I saw it because of a recent interaction with a seminary person who I knew when I used to have those hallucinations a lot.

Anyway it is likely from my seizure disorder but I am signed up to go to an NYU class later so that could be it.  If I go there and it feels supernatural then I will have to revisit sometime and pray for the school.  And if it turns out that their professors have the same powers as the seminary people, then that is a good thing and we don't know how it happened except maybe Michael and Jonathan are friends. I should not say that but I thought of introducing them too late.  And it could blast some varmits away.

Anyway I am kind of a loser but I did end up at NYU probably as being sent from God as a prophet.  I mean why in the else world would I be there except maybe for the gay rights I needed or something.

I am about to drink coffee and then maybe I will feel better after taking a shower. I think my joke page and comedy career is supernatural but still with only a few jokes here and there, like I am not a powerhouse.

But anyway I think I will send two jokes around before I do the art and I hope that some people can see that it is not that easy for me to have to make decisions like that. It is within my capability and sitting around while memes share is kind of easy in some ways but there are still some challenges and this moment is one.  How I have some perfect easy gospel memes but feel that I need to share the two liberal memes and probably will in fact send them to India and risk the reception of the easy God loves you memes.  And then the timing, the blobs, I mean I am glad it is interesting but I do feel fear sometimes.

Well that is all, thanks everyone.

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